......... what to say. im not going to bitch about how i got screwed, i didnt really get screwed. i wont lie and say that i dont want her, i do. i will say this: i respect your choice jess. i respect you jess and i respect your choice. i was going to put the lyrics to "love's a loaded gun" by Alice Cooper in here but i wont. why? because i havent been killed by my love for jess. im sad but its what she wants. i guess i know what that feeling i had in my stomach yesterday was.
i regret how i fucked up what i was going to say to you jess. i couldnt think straight, my mom was bitching about getting lost and i was trying to find what i needed to tell you. "i love you and if this is your decision then, yeah....." doesnt cut it. here it is:
Jess, what we had was wonderful. we made each other happy and thats what was important. i agree, things would be so much easier if i wasnt involved but it happened. i dont regret a thing we did and i hope you dont either. i love you and i respect your decision.
there, i said it right. i own.
i dunno if she even looked at the necklace, she would look so beautiful in it.......
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